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It started with the familiar tugging within the chest area. A black cloud began to loom over my body, sucking out the sunshine and making my smile fade slowly. I don't truly have a plausible reason as to why my body suddenly acts in this manner. It's sudden, harsh and unforgiving.

I feel as if all strength has left my body. Emotionally and physically, I feel weak. More often than once I've succumbed to tears, not really understanding why. I feel that whenever I try to focus on happier memories, they're overshadowed by the darker and sadder memories I've picked up through my life.

This motion never really lasts very long, only a day at least. But when it comes, it's random, and I never expect it. Often I'm telling the people I care about that I'm fine, and I give them a smile, but inside, it's almost as if a crushing emptiness is threatening to overwhelm me.

Is this just ordinary 'blues'? Maybe. I'm no expert in emotional behaviour, but I know I often feel worthless at these points. I just want to curl into a ball and fade away from the world.

It isn't a very reassuring feeling to be feeling this on the eve of your eighteenth birthday either.
Mmmm.
I thought writing this would help..
Not really.
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Visr Aug 13, 2011  Student General Artist
Sorry you feel this way... :(

Anything to do to help?
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FayetheBookWolf Aug 13, 2011  Student Writer
I'm feeling much better now.. It's just something that randomly happens to me.. and i usually feel better afterwards.. but thank you (:
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:iconvisr:
Visr Aug 13, 2011  Student General Artist
No prob! I'm glad you're feeling better!
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FayetheBookWolf Aug 13, 2011  Student Writer
^^
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Visr Aug 13, 2011  Student General Artist
:D
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TheMissingEmilys Aug 12, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
i understand how you feel.
for me, this happens every month.
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FayetheBookWolf Aug 12, 2011  Student Writer
<3
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FireFoxOmicron Aug 12, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
:(

Is there Anything I can do, Carys?
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FayetheBookWolf Aug 12, 2011  Student Writer
No.. I Think i'll be okay... thank you though (:
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